when someone dear asked me a simple innocent question "are u not excited?" i practically shed my tears n said "i'm not ready to talk about it yet,please...".
excited? well to share the happiness is good enough but to feel excited about it... i don't know...when i first heard about it..all i wanted to do was to crawl into a cafe cave..to hide n never to ever come out again. it's cruel, it's just so unfair...i waited so long to personally earn that piece of news, it was mine.
My precious... (In Gollum's voice)
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