My very first man

My very first man
to hold me
to kiss me
to cuddle me
to caress me
to spoil me
to whisper that he loves me
to say that im pretty even though im the ugly duckling
to call me his princess even though I'm nothing like one

he loves me unconditionally
he loves me more than i can ever loved him
he loves me even when he knows i am with another man
that first man can never b my ex
cos his blood runs through my vein
he will live forever in my heart.

It's been two years now..
Missing u much..
Love u Baba <3

Written on the 29/08/13
Edited:28/08/15

SunnyLovesRain

Part of u...

losing one's parent(s) is like losing a piece of u...

b4 this...
u assume u know how it feels losing one's parent(s)
u tell people to bersabar
u tell people to Redha
until u experience it urself.
no words of condolences could actually replace that missing pieces.

u believe ur parents live forever
despite them being in pain
u still believe that they'll always b there for u
Yes they do, they r a part of u
part of who u are
their blood runs thru ur body
they live forever in ur heart

believe that everything happens for a reason n Allah knows best.

29/8/13
edited 2/9/13

missing him...

 

Once upon a time not too long ago..
they came to the world in pair..
one little prince and one little pinkcess warriors fighting in the battle of life.
the little prince knew what no one else did..
he also knew that two is better than one but one is better than none...
so he gave way...

missing him,
alone in the battle, the little pinkcess fought and fought...

missing him,
through blood, sweat, puke and what little tears she had,
she fought n fought...

missing him,
through the tender loving care that she received,
she fought and fought...

missing him,
through the scissors and knives, syringes and medications
she fought n fought...

missing him,
through doctors and appointments..
she knew she was not just fighting for herself but for the selfless little prince as well...
so she fought on..

but... she's missing him so much..
she could fight no more...
she was just too tired through the tears that could not be seen,
through the cry of pain that could not be heard...

she's missing her twin,
she longed to play with him..
is that too much to ask?

a little warrior pinkcess she was..she fought through what little breath she had...what little love she could give...

now finally together...
look up, there u can see two extra diamonds twinkling in the sky...

*Pinkcess Dhaniah, u're one in a million, u're stronger than we thought...
u're the only pink in the sea of blue,
our love is forever with u.... 
Salam Umy, Aby and Abang Laith to ur Beloved Big Brother Suffian Mikhail...
Love always... ♥ ♥ ♥

Semoga Allah mencucuri Rahmat ke atas keduanya...amiin... 

in loving memories of Pinkcess Dhaniah

 

Some Are...

 

Some are born an Angel

Some are born to be pure Evil
Some are  born to be a Leader
Some are born to be just a Follower
Some are born to be Wild and
Some are Tame
Some are born to Love And to be Loved
Some are born to Serve Or to be Served
Some are born to Obey Or to be Obeyed
Some are born to Test Or to be Tested
Some are born to be Almost Perfect while
Some are just unfortunate
Not Many are born to be Humble
Quite certainly a number are born Super VAIN
AND
Some, well Some ..are born purely to be freaking Annoying
that u just want to wipe that toothless grin off that freaking Annoying face!!!

so which Some are U?

*random scribbling by SLR on dark series of 'Some' twisted poetry...

what if...

as i sit & wait...
i wonder..
what if...these..
all these... happen to me?
what if after all the waiting...
all the tears...
all the sacrifices
they all come down to nothing?

would i be blaming someone?
would i be pointing my fingers at anyone?
would i be making life hell for everyone?

then i realized
i repented...
if i do that would everything be alright?
If i do that i'll be blaming no one but GOD.
so i pray...

Dhaniah, Get well!

neonatal ICU- HUKM. 12:50pm 31.03.11

under the Sun in the Rain is 2 today!

 

Yeay!! U're 2 today!
thank u for being so loyal to me..(not like u have a choice..;P)
when i'm happy,
when i'm excited,
when i'm totally wasted...
through the time i whine & moan.
to cheer me up when i'm feeling down.
when i'm close to tears
when all i can do is whisper..
when i have no one to share
my every little ups & downs 
when no one else cares,
u are always there...

any time anywhere...
through rain or shine!

just One..

some people get...

whatever they want

whatever they dream of

whatever they wish n

whatever they hope for

but they still forget to say " Thank U Lord for the blessings..

for everything that i got, i wanted, i wished & i dreamed of..

Thank U for granting me not one, but two/ three or four...."

some people pray night n day

they even hate themselves for sometime ever thinking: is it worth it?

sometimes they've given up hope

thinking that the Lord is not listening to them

not to hear them...

not care about them...

cos all they're asking for is not too many, not 2. 3 or four...

for the very thing that they've longed for..

they've prayed very hard for..

they've worked very hard for..

BUT just ONE!

is that still too much to ask?

in my defence...

so, ok... i missed a few digits in the numbers
so, ok... i misread a few lines
so, ok... i misspelled a few words
so, ok... i misheard what u said
so, ok... i misplaced a few items
so, ok... i misinterpreted the signs
so, ok... i was kind of fall behind...

in my defence Sir;
do Excuse me...
It's my Birthday today!!
*read: i'm old, i'm allowed to, so it's OK :P

random scribbling by: SLR

wake up in the morning...

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Put my glasses on, Im out the door - I’m gonna hit this city (Lets go)


oopss!!! hehehe sorry...ok from the top...


woke up this morning, i stood in front of the mirror...
there staring back at me was someone who has a prominent..hhmmm... crows feet!?
hello missy, what are u staring at me for?
=>what do u mean...i'm staring at u?
yeah, what are staring at me for?
=>the question is WHY Are U Staring at ME?
u mean to say i'm staring at myself and u're staring at urself?
now u got the idea..

oh well whatever...

wait...how long have those feet been there?
was that me in the mirror?
=>well yeah...who else but u?
hmmm...i guess that person on the other side did look like me...
only a lot  prettier...:P

what's not to be happy about having crows feet?
to have them means u laugh a lot, that u have smiling eyes...
that u're a happy cheeful person... that u live a healthy life...that, that...
that u're young at heart...that, that..
that who cares what u look like..
as long as u're happy inside...

random scribbling by: SLR

Just A thought...when shit happens!

this was inspired during reminiscing what last year (2010) meant to me & suddenly it smack me hard on the face...
so here is just a thought to share...

when we made mistakes

we say: Oh well i'm only human, shit happens,  i'm not perfect..

when others made mistakes

we say n we ask: u're such a clutz, what were u thinking? 

when we did something right

we say: it's brilliant isn't it, it's totally my idea..

when others did something good

we say: it's pretty good but i could have done better...

&

sometimes when bad things befallen us

we ask God why

when bad things befallen others

we say: thank God, it's not me

when good things happened to us

we clap, we cheer, we cry, we hug , we jump for joy

but where are the praises for the Lord?

absent- mindedly we forgot to say: thank u God

when something good happened to others

we start asking again: oh Lord, why them, why not me? 

image found here

the moral of the story is: be grateful and always count on ur blessings...