just wanna say....

what if...

as i sit & wait...
i wonder..
what if...these..
all these... happen to me?
what if after all the waiting...
all the tears...
all the sacrifices
they all come down to nothing?

would i be blaming someone?
would i be pointing my fingers at anyone?
would i be making life hell for everyone?

then i realized
i repented...
if i do that would everything be alright?
If i do that i'll be blaming no one but GOD.
so i pray...

Dhaniah, Get well!

neonatal ICU- HUKM. 12:50pm 31.03.11

Brotherly Love~the sacrifice...

Brotherly Love~ special dedication to Suffian Miqhail &  Nur Dhaniah

He knew.. 

that every one was waiting for them...

they were a little excited too...

so they made a surprise entrance...

only...
little did they know..

that they were 2 months & 2 weeks too early...

He knew then... 

for one of them to survive..

Someone has to sacrifice..

He knew...

for one of them to get all the care...

Someone has to give way...

He knew...

for one of them to get all the undivided attention...

Someone has to go...

He knew...

someone has to stop fighting...

So He Stopped...

He stopped fighting...

He knew...

if someone had to sacrifice...

It has to be him

for his dear little sister..

to see the world through her eyes for the both of them...

cos he knew..

in the sea of Blue..

everyone's looking for the Pink mermaid.

so he gave way...

That's what brotherly love all about...

He knew & he sacrificed.

keep fighting Dhaniah
always remember that...

ur brother loves u...

we are all here praying for u...
in fact...
the whole world is praying for u too.

the wait...

i planned to have a lie- in after myubby left at 6am for JB & Laith left for school at 6:45am this morning.

BUT...

it wasn't meant to be...
wanna know why?
cos the person whom myubby was suppose to go to JB with arrived at 7:55am!!!

& the lamest, most pathetic seriously old schooled, utterly outdated excuse given was, the alarm clock didn't go off!!!

if it's the first time or that it rarely happens that is excusable...but for 2 freaking hours??? 2 lost lie- in hours?

i know it's not my freaking business in that business of urs but i'm indirectly involved in the wait since i wanna see myubby off for the journey, tqvm!!

if u're reading this i know it nips u really hard in the butt... but yeah...
please respect other people's time if u don't respect ur own...don't dream of playing soldier if u can't even read the time, Mister!

i wonder what ur excuses will be in 4 months time...will the hours people have to wait for u double up too?

i rest my case...

oh.. read the last 2 posts here & here

time..to some...

to some..

time is...money
time is...priceless
time is...golden
time is...precious
time is...a way of discipline
time is...a way of life of a soldier
time is...a promise
time is...short
time is...borrowed

to some...every tick of the seconds make all the difference in the world
cos time is.. Everything
time is DEFINITELY NOT 2 or 3 hours later!!!!

to some...
time is... nothing
time is... sleep
time is...say what?
time? what about it? i have all the time in the world!
time is...how long does a certain food ready on 'cafe world' or
a certain crops ready to harvest on 'farmville / townsville' on facebook.
time is present?
yeah... i'm wearing a *thousands* worth of watch, what is ur problem?

the problem is...
learn to READ the time
Not Look at the time
learn to respect the time...
if NOT yours
respect other's!!!

every second counts..
know why it's called second?
cos it's giving way for u to be the FIRST!

Time is precious, waste it wisely...

ever heard of the alarm clock?

some people...
they're late for everything...
everything means...literally every time for everything!
not just once but every time...
from the moment they open their eyes in the morning...
to the moment they close their eyes to sleep at nite.
they're late for business appointments,
meeting & gathering with family & friends...
for all occasions...

if not for some constant urging & reminder from others
they'd even be late for their own wedding!
ironically, they'll always the 1st to show up for movie outing!
oh wait, why?
because they organize it &
got piss off when other people were late...

if they're in the army...
oh wait... urhhm.. sorry...NOT IN
they' can't be IN the army...
'know why?
cos...they'll be kick out before they're even managed the 1st interview...
'know why?
they were late for that interview!!!

it's just a common courtesy...
if u're gonna be late, please say so, let the others know that u're late.
if not,
make an effort with all the trendiest gadgets in the world...
lately, phone and time go hand in hand...if u suck at looking at it or reading it,
put the alarm on
put the reminder on.
get the person u're meeting with give u a wake up call..

leave half an hour early rather then half an hour late.
don't make others wait for u
it gives bad reputation on urself
& bad sourish taste in the mouth & a few more wrinkles on the face of others!
seriously...don't think of only ur  own beauty sleep, think of other people's too!

People say: "Always late but Worth the wait"
but not for inconsiderate people like these...^

just One..

some people get...

whatever they want

whatever they dream of

whatever they wish n

whatever they hope for

but they still forget to say " Thank U Lord for the blessings..

for everything that i got, i wanted, i wished & i dreamed of..

Thank U for granting me not one, but two/ three or four...."

some people pray night n day

they even hate themselves for sometime ever thinking: is it worth it?

sometimes they've given up hope

thinking that the Lord is not listening to them

not to hear them...

not care about them...

cos all they're asking for is not too many, not 2. 3 or four...

for the very thing that they've longed for..

they've prayed very hard for..

they've worked very hard for..

BUT just ONE!

is that still too much to ask?

Thursday Thoughts~The Butterfly Story

 
A man found a cocoon of a butterfly.
One day small opening appeared.
He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole.
Then it seemed to stop making any progress.
It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further.
Then the man decided to help.

He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.
The butterfly then emerged easily.
But it had a swollen body and small, shrivelled wings.
The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.

Neither happened!

In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shrivelled wings.
It never was able to fly.

What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle the butterfly had to go thru the small opening was God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives.
If God allowed us to go through our lives without any obstacles, it would cripple us.
We would not be as strong as what we could have been.

if God allowed us to go through life without any obstacles we would not be as strong as he intended us to be. 

I asked for Strength ...  God gave me Difficulties to make me strong.

I asked for Wisdom ... God gave me Problems to solve.

I asked for Prosperity ... God gave me a Brain to work.

I asked for Courage ... and God gave me Danger to overcome.

I asked for Love ... God gave me Troubled people to help.

I asked for Favours ... God gave me Opportunities.

I received nothing I wanted ... I received everything I needed!

May your path be bright and full of light everywhere you go.

May the desires of your heart come true, and may you experience Peace in everything you do.
 


NO one goes thru life without challenges

Happy Thursday All! Join in the ATC Swap~ Butterfly theme here.

2011- a very interesting year~ Happy Birthday Everyone!!!

i received this email this morning and thought it simply is interesting to share

Today is the 7th day of the Chinese Lunar Month.........and it is EVERYBODY'S BIRTHDAY today in the lunar calendar......
Here's something to prick all our brains to break the monotony ..........


This year we will experience 4 interesting dates.... 1/1/11, 1/11/11, 11/1/11, 11/11/11.

NOW go figure this out.... take the last 2 digits of the year you were born plus the age you will be this year
and it WILL EQUAL to 111

NO MATTER HOW U DO IT ...Count it the kumon ways, the finger & toes way, the hi-way, anyway u like.... it will still come out to 111! :D   err..that Old??

happy Thursday all!