what if...

as i sit & wait...
i wonder..
what if...these..
all these... happen to me?
what if after all the waiting...
all the tears...
all the sacrifices
they all come down to nothing?

would i be blaming someone?
would i be pointing my fingers at anyone?
would i be making life hell for everyone?

then i realized
i repented...
if i do that would everything be alright?
If i do that i'll be blaming no one but GOD.
so i pray...

Dhaniah, Get well!

neonatal ICU- HUKM. 12:50pm 31.03.11

Wordless Wednesday~ Eiffel 65~BLUE

i know this is suppose to be a wordless post but this house i found near my parents house in shah alam reminds me of this song by Eiffel 65~BLUE.

yo listen up here's a story
about a little guy that lives in a blue world
and all day and all night and everything he sees
is just blue like him inside and outside
blue his house with a blue little window
and a blue corvette
and everything is blue for him and hisself
and everybody around
cos he ain't got nobody to listen to

i'm blue da ba dee da ba die...

i have a blue house with a blue window.
blue is the colour of all that i wear.
blue are the streets and all the trees are blue.
i have a girlfriend and she is so blue.
blue are the people here that walk around,
blue like my corvette, it's standing outside.
blue are the words i say and what i think.
blue are the feelings that live inside me.

i'm blue da ba dee da ba die...


i'm blue da ba dee da ba die...

inside and outside blue his house
with the blue little window and blue corvette
and everything is blue for him and hisself
and everybody around cause he aint got
nobody to listen to

i'm blue da ba dee da ba die...

I'm blue (if I was green I would die)


Happy WW peeps!

Earth Hour 2011

the last 2 years, we celebrated earth hour having bbq with family & friends. this year, we decided against it but to do 'solat hajat' instead for Dhaniah...that did not happen however until the next day cos the 'orang surau' were not available on earth hour day.

so we participated quietly at home~ just the 3 of us by lighting up lots of candles around the house. we switched of all the lights including the refrigerator!! oh well for an hour, why not~ save the earth, save the electricity bill! :P

each candles were lighted up with the lil pink mermaid~ Dhaniah in mind as well as the people effected by the tsunami in Japan.

 

 

i can't help being a lil nosy though since this is our first time celebrating earth hour at home,(while mehubby was busy playing soldier with his full combat paintball gear with Laith CQB style in the dark) i actually went out looking at how many of my neighbors observed the one hour lights off...sad to say,  almost none! both my immediate (right & left) neighbors had their porch, living rooms & rooms lights on, so were my other neighbours few doors away... my immediate back door neighbors also had their kitchen lights on....ignorant is bliss~ curiosity kills the cat! *____*

Music Monday #8~ Sam Cooke A change is Gonna come

Heya peeps!
just like the song title...hope A Change is Gonna Come in the very near future...



thanks Frank for the share...:)

happy MM all!

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Brotherly Love~the sacrifice...

Brotherly Love~ special dedication to Suffian Miqhail &  Nur Dhaniah

He knew.. 

that every one was waiting for them...

they were a little excited too...

so they made a surprise entrance...

only...
little did they know..

that they were 2 months & 2 weeks too early...

He knew then... 

for one of them to survive..

Someone has to sacrifice..

He knew...

for one of them to get all the care...

Someone has to give way...

He knew...

for one of them to get all the undivided attention...

Someone has to go...

He knew...

someone has to stop fighting...

So He Stopped...

He stopped fighting...

He knew...

if someone had to sacrifice...

It has to be him

for his dear little sister..

to see the world through her eyes for the both of them...

cos he knew..

in the sea of Blue..

everyone's looking for the Pink mermaid.

so he gave way...

That's what brotherly love all about...

He knew & he sacrificed.

keep fighting Dhaniah
always remember that...

ur brother loves u...

we are all here praying for u...
in fact...
the whole world is praying for u too.

Music Monday #7~ a tribute...

Monday is here again....
unlike any other MM entries in the past, this is a rather difficult post to write.
last week hasn't been an easy week for all of us in the family...in conjunction to that i'm playing these two songs as a tribute...

here is why...

myBIL` Jomey's wife~ Aisha had given birth to premature set of twins (a boy & a girl) at 6& 1/2 months...short of another 2 weeks into their 7th month to be in a safer condition to being born prematurely...baby boy~ Suffian Miqhail @860gms & baby girl Nur Dania @ 820gms  last Thursday. both babies had to be put under the Intensive Care Unit for support & observation though they were reported in stable condition when born...barely 2 days later both Suffian Miqhail & Nur Dania were said to be suffering from pneumonia.
Suffian Miqhail passed away later that nite...:'(
Nur Dania on the other hand is still holding on...
it was a devastating news to all of us...especially when getting pregnant is not as easy as ABC nor cheap to all of us 3 girls in- law in the family :'(:'(:'(
we thought... when Aisha got pregnant, the curse has finally been lifted off but i guess it's only a teaser... :(

we held a simple funeral for Suffian Miqhail yesterday morning with much regrets, sorrow & pain...

& for some reasons this song by Annie Lenox keeps on playing in my mind during this mournful time...



to the first niece in this little family(of 4 cousin brothers) ~ Nur Dania. hang tough baby Chumi, we can't wait to spoil u rotten PINK! keep on fighting, we are all here to pray for ur health. please fight for ur mama, ur papa, ur Big brother Suffian Miqhail, he'd given up his share for u sweetheart...& please, please,please... fight for all of us too...



to my little nephew, Suffian Miqhail~  i guess u gave way to ur baby sis huh!?
well, this world is a cruel place to be in after all. u're in a better, safer place with our Lord Creator now Chicky!  Rest in Peace dear darling baby boy.

to Jomey & Aisha, be strong guys. Be strong for Dania, she's depending on u both to be able to fight her way to stay alive through this testing moment of her life...
Love u guys...

to all my dear friends, please pray for little Nur Dania for a chance to live & PINK our little family full with Blue... thank U!:)
 

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Music Monday #6 SunShine on my Shoulders

wow it's Monday again!!
it's been 2 weeks since i last joined Music Monday due to some..this and that..which i will blog about in a bit.

so anyway,

a couple of weeks back a good online friend, Frank Zeno shared this song on twitter which i have not listen to in ages...well ever since my elder brother A1 left for uni yonks ago.

hope u'll enjoy this song as much as i do by the late Mr. John Denver.



Happy MM all

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under the Sun in the Rain is 2 today!

 

Yeay!! U're 2 today!
thank u for being so loyal to me..(not like u have a choice..;P)
when i'm happy,
when i'm excited,
when i'm totally wasted...
through the time i whine & moan.
to cheer me up when i'm feeling down.
when i'm close to tears
when all i can do is whisper..
when i have no one to share
my every little ups & downs 
when no one else cares,
u are always there...

any time anywhere...
through rain or shine!

Jazz Dancing, No More..

i think my days at learning how to jazz dance is over...:(
after the 2 weeks Chinese New Year's break early February, class was suppose to resume the following week.  however on my class day, meyubby had a late meeting hence i had no car to get to the class. i called the dance center & told them that i won't be able to make it that week but will be going back in the week after. they said it's ok since the light's were out at the center anyway! hmmm...strike One. they didn't even bother to let me know if i hadn't called! anyway since there was only one week left till March i said i'll join back in in March instead...so i was Wednesday free the whole of February to be able to watch Glee! :P

then last week while watching the telly, the center manager called telling me that since they're heavy at preparing for their annual concert this Month, she informed me that class will not be resumed until later date of which i will be informed ( i assumed). oh and btw she said..would i like to join their Aerobic class on Friday instead since my dance intructor thought i would be more suitable at it... what a cheek! so that's my Strike TWO!

i'm kinda sulking at the moment... we'll see what other alternative they have for me cos Friday is our sleep over at my parents day or i want my deposit back!


have a great day peeps!

JD Ackermann Cochlear Implant

Hello Friends,

i'm helping out a dear friend~ sweet AB spreading the word of helping her boyfriend and family to raise funds for their deaf son, JD.

please support the cause for a chance that the little boy be able to hear & enjoy the sound of the world ( the good ones of course) just like the rest of us.

help spread the word, bid the items or donate to the cause.

Thank U!!! ~~(~(@

spreading the LOVE... 

the wait...

i planned to have a lie- in after myubby left at 6am for JB & Laith left for school at 6:45am this morning.

BUT...

it wasn't meant to be...
wanna know why?
cos the person whom myubby was suppose to go to JB with arrived at 7:55am!!!

& the lamest, most pathetic seriously old schooled, utterly outdated excuse given was, the alarm clock didn't go off!!!

if it's the first time or that it rarely happens that is excusable...but for 2 freaking hours??? 2 lost lie- in hours?

i know it's not my freaking business in that business of urs but i'm indirectly involved in the wait since i wanna see myubby off for the journey, tqvm!!

if u're reading this i know it nips u really hard in the butt... but yeah...
please respect other people's time if u don't respect ur own...don't dream of playing soldier if u can't even read the time, Mister!

i wonder what ur excuses will be in 4 months time...will the hours people have to wait for u double up too?

i rest my case...

oh.. read the last 2 posts here & here

time..to some...

to some..

time is...money
time is...priceless
time is...golden
time is...precious
time is...a way of discipline
time is...a way of life of a soldier
time is...a promise
time is...short
time is...borrowed

to some...every tick of the seconds make all the difference in the world
cos time is.. Everything
time is DEFINITELY NOT 2 or 3 hours later!!!!

to some...
time is... nothing
time is... sleep
time is...say what?
time? what about it? i have all the time in the world!
time is...how long does a certain food ready on 'cafe world' or
a certain crops ready to harvest on 'farmville / townsville' on facebook.
time is present?
yeah... i'm wearing a *thousands* worth of watch, what is ur problem?

the problem is...
learn to READ the time
Not Look at the time
learn to respect the time...
if NOT yours
respect other's!!!

every second counts..
know why it's called second?
cos it's giving way for u to be the FIRST!

Time is precious, waste it wisely...

ever heard of the alarm clock?

some people...
they're late for everything...
everything means...literally every time for everything!
not just once but every time...
from the moment they open their eyes in the morning...
to the moment they close their eyes to sleep at nite.
they're late for business appointments,
meeting & gathering with family & friends...
for all occasions...

if not for some constant urging & reminder from others
they'd even be late for their own wedding!
ironically, they'll always the 1st to show up for movie outing!
oh wait, why?
because they organize it &
got piss off when other people were late...

if they're in the army...
oh wait... urhhm.. sorry...NOT IN
they' can't be IN the army...
'know why?
cos...they'll be kick out before they're even managed the 1st interview...
'know why?
they were late for that interview!!!

it's just a common courtesy...
if u're gonna be late, please say so, let the others know that u're late.
if not,
make an effort with all the trendiest gadgets in the world...
lately, phone and time go hand in hand...if u suck at looking at it or reading it,
put the alarm on
put the reminder on.
get the person u're meeting with give u a wake up call..

leave half an hour early rather then half an hour late.
don't make others wait for u
it gives bad reputation on urself
& bad sourish taste in the mouth & a few more wrinkles on the face of others!
seriously...don't think of only ur  own beauty sleep, think of other people's too!

People say: "Always late but Worth the wait"
but not for inconsiderate people like these...^

just One..

some people get...

whatever they want

whatever they dream of

whatever they wish n

whatever they hope for

but they still forget to say " Thank U Lord for the blessings..

for everything that i got, i wanted, i wished & i dreamed of..

Thank U for granting me not one, but two/ three or four...."

some people pray night n day

they even hate themselves for sometime ever thinking: is it worth it?

sometimes they've given up hope

thinking that the Lord is not listening to them

not to hear them...

not care about them...

cos all they're asking for is not too many, not 2. 3 or four...

for the very thing that they've longed for..

they've prayed very hard for..

they've worked very hard for..

BUT just ONE!

is that still too much to ask?

Wordless Wednesday~ Man! :P

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Earth Hour Countdown Widget

Hello People!!
yeah, yeah...i know...u miss me...& i miss my blog too *wink*
been ages since i updated this lil space...well uhmmm...apart from i wasn't feeling very well i was just simply....plain lazy...that's the truth. just so much to update, i got greedy ...wanted to write all but not sure which to start off first..in the end i just didn't write any...:P
yeah come to think about it, this is my very 1st post for this month...*Clap-clap-clap* ;D

Tq, Tq..calm down...enough with the clapping already!!! :D

here, today....i want to share a lil something that i have been looking (very hard ;P) online the last couple of days but not sure what's the correct term for it until finally...see the Earth Hour Countdown counter that i just placed on the right panel? that was what i was looking for...

i almost resorted on doing my own countdown counter here, then i found this site put it up, it was ok but didn't really like it but thought it's better then nothing. just when i was about to log out i found exactly what i was looking for like the one on top, here.

we have been trying to do our part at going green every opportunity (recycling glass/ plastic bottles / can/ paper) we can. we are also a member & monthly (albeit small) contributor to WWF. we have also participated in earth hour for the last 2 years & actually left us feeling quite good about it...for some divine reasons...:P

 pic found here..

so this is my part of spreading the love for the earth for our future generations...take part in Earth Hour 2011 on the 26th March 2011...from 8:30-9:30pm...for just ONE hour, & for only once a year~ switch the lights OFF!!! that is nothing compared to the billion of hours that we, our children, our children's children, our children's children's children.... well u get the idea...oh provided that we've survived '2012' that is :P

 

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